Can't Depend on People These Days

Yep. It's true. At least for me that's the case. It seems like it happens every time I try to trust someone and depend on them. They almost always let me down in some way.

This time, however, it's really ticking me off. I ordered Matt's Christmas present from this lady who specializes in his gift (I won't say what it is because I don't want him to read this and find out. Haha.). She was SUPPOSED to have sent me several pictures on December 6th to pick the one I liked best. Well, here we are on December 10th and I still have no pictures. Honestly, I'm pissed. I've already paid for this ring with my mom's credit card and in the process of paying her back the money for it. This woman is late and NOT holding up her end of the deal. I'm severely disgruntled.

Of course this is just one example of how I've been let down over the years for depending on other people... UGH! And people wonder why I'm so freaking independent? Well, this is exactly why. People just about always let me down when I REALLY need them not to. It's never on little things like giving me a letter or paying me back a dollar or two. NO! It's always the big things that are super important and that I can't do myself. Things like this present.

What really gets me is that it's almost too late to get him another. It's something that I would HAVE to order, so there's really no other way around depending on someone else to do it for me. I have not choice in that matter. So I have two choices. I can either hope and pray (which I'd really like your help on) that this woman will get this gift to me on time, or I can just give up the idea of getting him this super awesome gift that I know he'd love and get him something else. I REALLY do not want to take the alternative.

People in this world really should be honest and keep their dang word about things they tell people. What really gets me though is that I choose this specific lady to order his present from because she had nothing but positive reviews, and now apparently she's gotten stupid whenever I, the one person who always gets let down when depening on others, try and order something from her. What. The. Crap.

Yay, another rant... Well I guess that's really all I have to talk about today. It's stupid and it sucks I know, but that's how I feel right now. Lol.