Ups and Downs

It seems that life sometimes hits those little ruts where things are really great and then things really start to go badly . . .

Although things aren't that way for me right now, they have been this week for my poor boyfriend. :[

I feel so awful, too! I want to help him, but the things that have happened to him this week are things I can't do anything about. All I can do is just be there for him. And I am, it just bothers me that that is all I can do . . . I WANT TO HELP! But all of his problems have required money. And money I do not have right now.

P.S. Anyone who knows businesses that are hiring, it would be EXTREMELY helpful if you'd let me know about them ASAP.

Things haven't been quite so peachy for me either over the past week or two, but at least it's things that I can live with and am halfway used to. I don't think I mentioned this last week, but my dad and I got into a HUGE fight . . . again. It basically ended the same way just about every argument he and I have had since last August. He threatened me with money, and then disowned me. Sigh. That's the third time in a year and a half. Joy, joy. It's sad that it's one of the things I've gotten used to. He also asked me not to blog about him because he said I only made him "look bad" and that I shouldn't "bite the hand that was feeding me." Well it isn't my fault that he's such a crappy person that the things he does and says to me are always awful. Well, ok, not ALWAYS. But majority of the time, yes.

I'm almost out of money. Which S-U-C-K-S! I held onto my last paycheck for as long as I could, but it's finally dwindling. I have $40 put back for gas money and then about $50 for extra cash. That's not much at all. Especially when I'm cooking every Tuesday and Thursday at school. Family Dollar is cheap and great, but those discounts can only last me so long. :P

Blah. Tomorrow I've only got one morning class, which is GLORIOUS! Friday I'm leaving school after my nine o'clock class. I have no English because of an amazing learning lab deal my teacher has with us, and I'm being a bad kid and skipping my World Civ class because honestly, I WANT TO GO HOME! Lol.

Needless to say, I'm really looking forward to the weekend because it will consist of lots of Matt and Karen time and lots of lazy time. And that sounds really freaking great to me.