It's Been Real, And It's Been Fun

Well I have an announcement to make. It may bother whatever few readers I have, or I may just be speaking to myself the whole time I've been blogging here, but either way, here's to whoever is reading.

I have decided to stop blogging. As much as I have loved it, my life has just become to fast paced and busy to have the time for it. I have a new job for the summer that requires a lot of hours and attention, so I just don't see myself having the time to do it any longer. I'm going to start writing more in my journal - when I can actually find the time. . . :P

It's been really fun writing this stuff to whoever is out there actually reading, but it's all coming to an end tonight. So good bye readers from the web. Thank you all for your love and tuning in. Lol. It's been real, and it's been fun. Later! ;D

Finally Time

Oh my goodness. I've been so busy since I got out of school it's crazy. This is the first time I've actually had the time to sit down and write an entry.

I'm back at work, so that has been taking up most of my mornings. I have graduation ceremony from high school this Friday and I've been trying to get all the stuff for that settled. I've finally got everything situated but my tickets and I'm picking those up today. I've also been spending some time with my dad after work recently. And I've been picking up my sisters from school a lot since I got done with school.

So as you can see I've had a good little plate full of things to do. I've been able to write in my journal at work whenever I got a spare minute, but I've not really got the chance to blog until this morning.

I walk in graduation Friday night. I'm not really as excited as everyone else who is still at the high school, though. I guess it's just because I'm already in college so it's kind of like, what's the point? I just want my diploma so that I can be done with that school and no longer have personal ties to it. Lol.

I've been racking in some cash for graduation though, which is pretty nice. I went to two church ceremonies yesterday and got over $200 total. WOW! And I haven't even recieved replies to all of my graduation announcements yet. So it's looking like my spare money for vacation week after next will be funded from graduation. Haha.

I'm really glad for the time I've been spending with friends, too. My friend that I've wrote about a couple of times beore, "Susan," is doing well and has changed for the better so much. She and I have been spening a good bit of time together. We spent some time together yesterday and after I get off work I'm going to her house today and then tomorrow she, Jenn, and I are going swimming. Woot! I've spent a couple days and nights with Stefanie, too. It's been really nice to spend time with her again since I haven't seen her since I left high school. Plus it was very comforting that she remained my friend after so many of my so called friends stopped talking to me after I graduated early. :P

Well, anyway. I start babysitting next week, too. So hopefully I will have plenty of things to keep me busy this summer and I'll be making a good bit of money as well.

I guess that's all that I really have to talk about right now. I should have a little more time to blog this week and the rest of the summer now, so until the next time, I hope y'all have a good start to summer!!

Almost Homeward Bound

Almost. Lol.

I've got one more test tomorrow morning at eight, and then my dad is coming to help me move out of the dorms for the summer.

So far I've done pretty well on my finals. Yesterday I took my world civ final. My grade for that hasn't been posted yet, but my grade from the English final today was a 98. I made a high A on my nutrition final, although I couldn't tell you the actual grade. Tomorrow I have my public speaking test. Hopefully I'll do well on it, too. I'm studying with my friend Jenn tonight because we have that class together.

Next Monday is whenever I start my job again. I also starting trying to set up some afternoon babysitting for a little more side cash and something to do in the afternoon. Matt got a job for the summer so there will be some days when he's working that he won't get off til about 6 or so. I don't wanna be sitting around the house bored to tears waiting for him to get off. Lol.

Anyway, I'm moving out tomorrow morning and since Matt has to work that's probably the plan for the day, is to sit around the house doing whatever I can find to do until he gets off work. :P

Laaaaame but worth it. Haha.

Peanuts, Vampire Diaries, and Letter Sequences

Strange combination right?

Well, peanuts because that's what I've been snacking on. Unfortunately Matt finished school two weeks ahead of me this semester and so I've kinda been stuck here being an antisocial loner in my room. I did go out to eat with my friend, Jenn, Monday though. That was nice, but other than that the only time I've really left my room was to go to class. :P

Vampire diaries because that's what I've been watching for about the past two or three hours. Again, I'm being an antisocial loner girl. Lol.

The last one is probably the only one that really needs an explanation. Lol. That one because I'm studying for a final I have tomorrow. Tuesday my teacher gave us all of the answers to the test and so I've kinda just been memorizing the letters in order because she's making the test in the same order as the answers she gave us. I absolutely love her for that, too. Just to be clear. There's 75 questions, so it was a bit of a challenge in the beginning, but I've got them all down pat now.

I'm very ready for the weekend. Friday of course I will be with Matt because I miss him terribly. Saturday I'm getting a haircut - I'll be sure to post pictures because this time it won't just be a little trim - and I'm also hanging out with my good friend Stefanie again. It has been a looooong time since I last spent some time with her and so I'm really looking forward to it. She's one of those true and loyal friends I was talking about last night. And it'll feel really great to hang out with someone that I know I can trust again. Oh, and just in case that makes Jenn sound like a fake friend, I swear she's not. Haha. She's another true one that I've got remaining.

Well, I suppose that is it for the night. I just wanted to stay true to keeping up with posts now. Plus I've missed talking to my invisible internet audience. Just so y'all know I love everyone of you for reading my rants and ramblings. Lol.

I'm Back Again

So it's been a little while since I last blogged, but I've been so deeply buried in school work it's not even funny. Finals are next week and I've got two at the end of this week. Talk about lots of studying to do and plenty of stress to come with it.

Of course I can also chalk my writing absence to my amazing new 3DS. I've been hooked ever since I got it, and Matt just recently bought me the new Fire Emblem game and I must say I've been pretty busy fighting Risen and Plegians the past few days. Lol.

Anyway, all of that being said, I plan to catch up since school is almost over for the summer. I'll have a job, but it's only part time so that won't interfere much at all. Hopefully it'll be a thing for the whole summer and not just a two or three week thing though. I'm supposed to be working to pay off some buffing I had done to my Z28 after the wreck, but I could really use the extra money for the summer. :P

Next week will be my last week of my first college semester. It's kinda excited. I'm proud that I pulled through. I have to admit that in the beginning I hit a little snag of depression and worry that I wasn't ready for all of this yet, but I've come through it all. And I'm very proud of myself. Not only for that, but for several other things. Over the course of this semester I have stood up for myself in so many ways. I've began to figure out who my true friends are, and although the number keeps slimming, I'm okay with that. Yes, it's sad, but I'd rather have a handful of true friends than a whole mess of fake ones.

I've also become a bit more of a mature adult. I'm so young, and I've been through so much crap already in life, but it's all made me such a strong person Even though it caused me quite a bit of pain and heartache in the past, I wouldn't go back and change anything now because it's made me this great and strong person. I finally love who I am, and believe me when I say that's coming a long way from just a few years ago. Lol.

Ahhh. It felt good to get that out. And now I'm going to write all of that down into my journal where I'll have it on my shelf forever. :]

Test Looming Over Me

Yep... I have a big test today in my World Civ. class at twelve o'clock and I'm actually kinda nervous for it. Which, not to brag of anything, but that's really not normal for me because I'm always on top of things I do or have going on in class. Before college? I never had to study. However, college has opened up a whole new world of studying and test preparation for me that I'm severely not used to. Lol.

This is our second major test. The last one I made an 81 on, so that's decent... We had an essay at the end of the first one and on this one we're not having one. I think the essay was what killed me the first time which is completely not normal for me, but apparently my teacher is adamant about his dates...  :P Hopefully since this one will not have an essay and I'm pretty familiar with all of the things that will be on this test, I will make an A. Overachiever me and whatnot. Haha.

Soooo, yeah. Today was also the first day for persuasive speeches to be given. My speech date isn't until next Wednesday so I'm good, but the ones given today I had some mixed feelings about. Four people spoke today. Two of them were very well put together and had great topics. One I couldn't hear because of a very rude someone in the class was making too much noise for me to be able to hear the speaker... And the other was honestly absolutely awful. She probably failed....

Mine is on the nature vs nurture psychology argument - persuading my audience to take the nurture side - and I'm excited about it. The speech is well organized and I think it'll be really great.

Over the weekend I did a good bit of fun things. Friday I went out to eat with my dad, family, and Matt. It was really fun. We pranked my little sister at the mexican restaurant and told the people it was her birthday. They brought her fried ice cream and rubbed it all over her face. Lol!! Then I got a Nintendo 3DS, which I have been wanting for quite some time. I've been a pretty big nerd all weekend playing my Pokemon White game. Haha.

Saturday I went mud-ridding with Matt and some of our friends. It was soooo much fun. I haven't done that in a good while and I really enjoyed it. We got filthy, but it was worth it. Afterwards we ate crawfish, one of my personal favorite foods, and I had so many that my lips turned red and it looked like I was wearing lipstick, but they were great. :]

My weekend was awesome, and hopefully my week will be awesome, too. I'll probably find time at some point later in the week to blog again, so until then! :]

Sick of This, Sick of That

Sick of EVERYTHING! Just kidding... Not really everything. But a good little list of things... :P

I've been sick with a freaking cold for over a week now and it's about to drive me up the walls crazy! I guess I got it due to all of this crazy and bi-polar weather we've been having lately, but I really hate it. The main thing I despise about it though? My cold is about as bi-polar as the weather that gave it to me. One day I will feel great, then the next day I feel absolutely miserable. Yesterday was definitely one of the miserable days. It was so bad that whenever Matt picked me up from my dorm to drive me to class he took one look at me and said, "Baby, you need to go back to sleep." And he was right. I was soooo miserable yesterday. I woke up and couldn't even breathe out of my nose. I was sleep deprived because the night before I was constantly waking up because I couldn't freaking breathe. Plus I just felt so weak and tired. So I went back to my room and got about three more hours of sleep which REALLY helped me. I woke up close to eleven feeling decent enough to get up, cook, and do homework so that was a big improvement. Lol.

The next thing that I've grown tired of is this freaking weather. At least it's staying warm now, but now it's sunny off and on and I hate that. I know spring brings spring showers and all that jazz, but I want the sunshine spring brings. I need some happiness inducing vitamin D!! Not to mention I really miss being able to go lay out in the grass behind my dorm with Matt. Yeah, that's not nearly as nice when it's cloudy outside. Just sayin'.

But the final thing that I am sick of is school. I'm so ready for summer that I am about to burst. And even though I'll be working my whole summer break, that really doesn't matter to me. I need a serious break from school. Spring break was great, but I still had to come back a week later. I'm talking a good ole summer long break. I'll be done with my classes around May 10th, so that entails about a two and a half month long break from college. AH-MAZING! And I am so completely ready for that.

Well, sorry if this entry sounded like a hissy fit in writing, but I seriously needed to express all that crap. Lol. :P

Anywho, I have class soon so that about wraps up this post. Hopefully I will have a happier themed one to put up later in the week or over the weekend. Haha.